back and forth

by rita

Back and forth, teeter totter, up and down, round and round. I am sick and tired of crying i am sick and tired of hurting. has it gotten any better, have i forgot, do i remember, will it ever be normal NO. I miss my only child my son I miss my mom they both left this last year. the holidays sucked, the meds dont help. i go from one and back to the other. i am tired tired tired. made one day this week without tears. grandbabies help because i can see my son in them. i so over it i just want to hide. do others have worst circumstances: yes does that comfort me: NO.

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Jan 16, 2011
I hear you
by: Somebody

Just wanted you to know someone read your blog. And I hear you. I hear the frustration, the pain, the sadness. It feels like the roller-coaster from hell. Yeah, I get that. All too well.
And I'm not going to tell you anything cheerful or my sad story.
I'm just gonna say, "I hear you."

Jan 16, 2011
Back & Forth
by: Anonymous

Dear Rita,
It will be 4 months Jan.20th that my son completed suicide. I feel the same way you do I am tired!!I have not had a day without tears even when my Grandsons visit yes I see my son in them it makes me happy & sad I usually cry after they leave because again I feel so empty. I don't know when this feeling will go away or change but I know what you are feeling & really sucks to say the least. I pray God will see all of us through this horrible time. One day hopefully we will the answers we so desperately seek. Another Grieving Mom, Pat

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