(Johannesburg, South Africa)
My darling husband Rick, of 27 years, died of a brain tumour on 8 April 2011. I cannot come right. I think of him 24/7. He was the most wonderful man and husband. I am so lucky to have had him, but my dreams have been shattered. Every day I cry to see him one more time. The decisions I have to now make on my own. The holidays we will never share again. I cannot believe I am 53 and a widow. My son Tom, of 27 and daughter Cait of 23 battle daily and its hard for me to boost them and it breaks my heart even more to know how sad they are. I love you Rick and I will love you always and never ever will I stop thinking of you.
Be happy my darling.