Beautiful baby Boy..
I have a beautiful 4 month old baby,
His name is Ryder Cody,
He is perfect, he is everything I imagined.
Being a mother is amazing, the way I feel when I hold him, he is truly everything to me.
I lost my husband Cody in Jan of this year.
I was 7 months pregnant with Ryder at the time.
I need to know how I explain this to him someday?
How do I explain that his daddy was murdered?
How do I explain that Cody wanted to be a dad so bad.
Cody was only 21 and I was 20 years old but we wanted to be parents, We were married and so in love everything was perfect but then he made a mistake left in the middle of the night, he took his gun with him and next thing I know, Cody has been shot and killed.
How do I tell my son the story some day? I want to always talk about cody but when do I tell him that his daddy was killed?
WIll i be strong enough to tell him..
Its so painful to think of the day ryder asks me questions,
I hope I can Answer then for him.
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU CODY.