Been a year since I lost you Di
Keep smiling sis
It's been a year nd 11 days since we lost you...a year and 14 days since I hugged you...a year and 15 days since I truly enjoyed a movie...a year and 17 days since I took you shopping...a year and 13 days since we stayed up late because we had so much to share with each other...I am still there Di...and I don't want to move on...I see your pictures and feel grateful that you loved getting clicked. And I still wonder at how seeing you smile would make my day...how you would fight with the whole world for me...ever since we were little.How you would tell me to be happy first and successful later... And now I try very very hard every day Di..just to be a little bit happier than I was the day before...just that without you around it's so difficult to be happy... But I try very hard... my friends say that I am the strongest person they have met knowing how much I love you...and I allow myself to feel proud about that... I just wish that someone would be there whom I could call when I wake up crying every night...you were that person... and everyone else seems so inadequate.