Been a year since I lost you Di

by Arka

Keep smiling sis

Keep smiling sis

Keep smiling sis
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I'll always be your baby brother...just like you used to say

It's been a year nd 11 days since we lost you...a year and 14 days since I hugged you...a year and 15 days since I truly enjoyed a movie...a year and 17 days since I took you shopping...a year and 13 days since we stayed up late because we had so much to share with each other...I am still there Di...and I don't want to move on...I see your pictures and feel grateful that you loved getting clicked. And I still wonder at how seeing you smile would make my you would fight with the whole world for me...ever since we were little.How you would tell me to be happy first and successful later... And now I try very very hard every day Di..just to be a little bit happier than I was the day before...just that without you around it's so difficult to be happy... But I try very hard... my friends say that I am the strongest person they have met knowing how much I love you...and I allow myself to feel proud about that... I just wish that someone would be there whom I could call when I wake up crying every were that person... and everyone else seems so inadequate.

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Dec 25, 2013
by: Susan

I can't believe I am actually writing on this post the night of Christmas Eve. I am going through the motions, wrapping presents, reading Twas the Night before Xmas, setting out cookies for Santa. I am empty inside. I lost my sister on February 11, 2013. This is our first xmas without her. I have two young children, 5 and 10. I am going through the motions for them. I feel a black hole in my heart and I can't fill it. I have actually put away decorations away of Christmas before it is even here. I can't seem to heal. I miss my best counselor and friend. Why? She died of a brain aneurysm suddenly. My mother survived hers and my sister was adopted. I hope I will one day feel peace and be able to move forward. I feel your pain. Literally.

Dec 02, 2013
I too lost my di just like u!!
by: Akash

Dear alka,
I m also one of them who lost their beloved ones!! I miss my di! ! I want to know where she went!!! The last time I was with her , I even caught her hand but she flew away!! Some people cheat us, they tell I will never leave u but they break their promises!! But their are things which are not repaired how much money you spend!! but one thing that is going to be with us is their memory!! The sweet memories when we fought together, when she used to complain to mom in order to get me scolded by mom!! Life is the name of journey, which has started by birth and going to end in future!!! MISS U DIDI!!!!!!!!

Dec 01, 2013
Dear Arka,
by: Anonymous

I am sorry for your loss. It sounds like you and your sister shared a beautiful relationship. I hope you find some comfort on this site, and realize that you are not alone in your grief. It is a horrible, horrible place to be. For those of us left behind we must carry on, and keep trusting in our faith that we will all be together again. I wish you peace, Barb

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