Beginning to Feel Again
This year I lost 2 grandparents and my father. I quit my job to take care of my father before he died, so I suppose a job as well. My 15 year old daughter, whom I was very close with, moved far away to live with her dad and grandmother. Soon my 16 year old son became abusive, and punched me in the face on several occasions. My fiancee whom I had been with for 5 years, decided to move several states away to Texas 5 months later for a job, when I was unable to go with him as he was living with his sister, and my son is still finishing high school. Shortly after he left, I found out my best friend was stealing from me and I had to end that relationship. In my loneliness and grief, I cheated on my fiance and ended up having to end that relationship. My son still lives with me, but is emotionally abusive. I only really have one friend that I can text when I am down. I don't have any other close friends. I have felt numb and empty for a long time, but the feeling is coming back and all I can do is cry.