best nana in the world.

by Jessica Bullough

before my 16th birthday in april , on the 14th january 2012 this year the most closest person to me ever my nana died , after being diagnosed with pulmomary hypertension 3 years ago. She was on oxygen 24 hours 7 days a week ever since she was diagnosed. over the 3 years it got harder and harder for my nana , and I could tell how much she struggled and by last year it progressively got worse , but throughout the time she was the bravest, most strongest person ever , and never ever thought negative about anything at all , whether she was having a good day or a bad day. She was the worlds best nana , and the biggest part of my life.
Every weekend after she got diagnosed I went to stay with her either a friday or a saturday night as she lived on her own , she loved me going. I would go and I would make tea , we'd watch TV , and have a good old chatter , I absolutely loved going , watching her be happy , made me the happiest person ever.
Nana was a massive part of my life and always has been , whenever anything went wrong she was always there , and i always knew she was there for me to talk to. She was a kind , caring , loveable person , and always knew how to put a smile on my face whenever I was down. She was the biggest part of my life.

Earlier this year she went to hospital as her breathing got a lot worse , it was hard for me to see as i knew she was never going to get better. Whilst she was in hospital early this year , on the 10th January it was her birthday we all went and gave her presents and cards , and she put them up round her bed , she was so happy.

It was after that my nana got worse ,on the 14th when we went to see my nana in hospital my mum told me that she was really not herself , But I still wanted to go and see her , when we got there my heart sunk.
The same day my nana passed away , a lovely lady who never did anything wrong was took away to early.But I am so glad I was by her side and holded her hand whilst she peacefully passed away with all her family round her.

9 months of passed and there isent a day goes by at night where I dont cry when i go to bed when thinking about all the good times we had , and the fact i know i am never ever ever going to see her again and its heartbreaking.
But I hope she's looking down on me all the time , because I just want her to be proud of me. I feel like a part of me has been took away , she was so close to me and she has made me the person I am today .
I love you to the moon and back Nana , I miss you so so so much , see you one day up in heaven miss you so so so so much! <3<3<3

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