I lost my beautiful daughter 13 months ago, due to a shunt revision surgery that had complications. My fiance was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer in August of 2012, After being told he was NED in January, he went to be with the lord on 4/9/13. I was with him to the end, but it was so terrifying to see him go into complete organ shutdown & and then pass! I have prayed so much to God, I don't want to sound like a broken record! I know he is with me, for I can feel his presence and the angel's as well! I just got the news that my step father passed away, from complications due to him fighting throat cancer for the last 12 years! I know my loved ones are united in heaven, and God never lends us more than we can handle, but I just don't know how much more I can endure!