Beyond Imagination

I thought it could never happen to me. I took good care of our children, I provided for my wife and family. But apparently I didn't know I was losing the love of my wife. She became attracted to one of our friends, he became attracted to her. They were mostly discreet but I saw what was happening. I asked questions, I was given lies. They developed their affair right in front of me, in front of other friends, in front of our children.

After many months, several discoveries, the truth finally came out. She says she was wrong. She says our family is what she wants. How do I believe this? How do I deal with the pain, humiliation, betrayal? I am trying so hard to get past this. Sometimes I think I am doing well, other times, not so well. It has been two months from the admission, perhaps six months from the serious crap happening. What am I supposed to do? How long before I can move on?