My husband died July 15th, 2012, the pain is just so unbearable at times, I sometimes walk through the house, saying, I can't believe this. I can not believe he's gone. He became paralyzed because of cancer had traveled into his spine, so they had to operate, thus causing the paralysis. We were getting used to life in a wheelchair, we started doing things we used to do before, and then the cancer went to his brain, and the cancer killed him.
I wonder if I can go on without him, everyday the pain seems to get worse. I walk around like a little old lady in slow motion, and I'm only in my fifties.
The only sense of peace that I get is knowing he isn't suffering anymore, and, that he is walking in Heaven with GOD.