Broken and Suffering with PTSD & Depression
I have so many feelings of guilt, failure, crying every day, depressed, hopelessness, confused, missing my boyfriend so much I can't stand it, nightmares that turn into my first relationship in the 80's. Mark and I dated for almost 8 years and a few months ago he started hanging with a school buddy, which is 48 years old. After hanging with him, he started drinking liquor again. His friend is an alcoholic and control freak. This classmate told me I was jealous bc he could talk to Mark and I couldn't. That's crazy in itself. He controlled Mark by buying him liquor. I don't drink or do drugs. Larry hooks him up with a pill head woman and I am just so devastated!! My PTSD from the 80's is intervening. Can you please help? I love Mark so much!! He tells me he loves and misses me but he has never replaced me with another woman. I will not allow the alcohol at my home. People tell me he's just with her because she is supplying drugs. I'm just broken and hopeless!! :( TY!