Broken spirit in Missouri
Just received the prognosis of less than 2 weeks to live for my younger brother. He has been fighting melanoma mets for over a year. My husband passed 18 months ago after fighting kidney cancer with mets. He was unable to care for himself for 2 years. During that time our daughter developed breast cancer and passed 2 months after he went. My best friend also passed suddenly one week before my husband passed. I know I have to put on my big girl face and go to the hospital and be supportive. I am so broken by the wrongness of my brother going before me. He is so very special and has always been there for our family. My heart is breaking all over again. I know it isn't about me. I can't stop crying and shaking. So ashamed of being so weak. I am all prayed out! I am not angry just broken.