by george

I lost my grandad 11days ago at the age of 73 due to heart disease.I'm so mixed up. My head is all other the place and it feels has if I have part if me missing. I had 24 years with him. Which I am grateful for. I just don't believe its real. My emotions are all other the place. One minute I'm ok. Then I get real upset. I just want to be at his house has i feel closer to him. My days are getting worse. Thats probably because its sinking in more. I wish for nothing more pit to see him again. I would of even given up my life so he could be here longer. My family are distraught. I'm trying to be strong for my mum. She is devastated. And needs support. I wish it would all go away and he will come back

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Feb 03, 2014
by: Doreen UK

George I am sorry for your loss of your granddad. These days of grief are the very worst ever. I get through my grief ONE DAY AT A TIME. This does help. You could try CRUSE bereavement services for support. None of us knows what grief pain is like till we go through it. It does knock you sideways and it does feel unreal for a long time. It affects us deeply emotionally to our core. It has been 21 months for me losing my husband and I still have very sad days of sorrow still. But it does get easier over time. You won't feel like this too long. As you take one day at a time you will move through your tears and sorrow and start the healing process. Loneliness is one of the worst feelings after losing someone close. This can be on going for a long time. My heart hurts often every now and then. Not something we have any control over. WE didn't start our grief and we can't stop it. It will end when healing takes place within us.

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