Brother lost and never forgotten

by Robin lee
(Florida)

It's been over a yr since I lost my brother. This is the first site I came across so I will give it a try.
My brother and I growing up were closer than the average siblings. We. Had our own relationship with each other that nobody could understand. When he was in his late teens he starting hanging out with the wrong crowd. He started using drugs and went quickly down hill after that. He lost everything he had and hit rock bottom. Even after all that he was the sweetest boy ever. He than so sobered up for two years. My mother had him move on to help him. One morning she went info his room and she could tell something was wrong. It was a disease he battled for awhile. And now he is my personal angel. I still don't know how tO deal with it. I still wish there was something I could have done. I need help