But I'd be happier if you were still here..

by your little girl
(MHAFB)

I hope I can be everything you want me to be. You were everything to me and I miss you soo much. It's so hard without you. All the lives you have touched and all of the people who love you are so torn right now. And I try and be happy, is that what you want?

I just hope it doesn't seem as if I'm forgetting you, because I couldn't ever possibly even begin to, not even subconsciously. I talk about you all the time, just remembering little things about you, all the things that made you happy, and made me happy. Every little thing reminds me of you in some way. I love you so much daddy and I pray for you everyday.

I hope you are smiling down on all of us and we are following in your footsteps. We'd be so lucky to be the great person you are :) Please watch over everyone and give them strength. I love you with all of my heart
<3 xoxoxo