Can't believe it.
by Nicole t.
I'm 14 and I lost my dad about 6 months ago in march. He had surgery on his back and the pain was too much for him. I miss him so much. I think about him every single day. We had gotten in a could of bad fights recently. I didn't really see him that much before he died. I can't even put into words how much I miss him. When i'm at my friends houses and they don't get what they want or are mad at their parents and they say they hate their dad/mom...well i would give ANYTHING just to see him one more time. I feel selfish sometime saying I want him back because he was in soo much pain. I know hes up in heaven and feeling so much better. You seriously don't know what you have till its gone. Everythings a mess now. Everyones been fighting. I've been finding myself to be alone more often this summer. I would just lay in my bed and cry. I love you dad and I miss you so much.