Can't get over my dads death
My name is Juan. When I was 15 my dad passed away. He had told me he was sick but I believed my dad to be invincible. I loved my dad not only as my father but as my best friend. I was the youngest in my family. My mom used to physically abuse me and my sister Adrienne during and after their divorce. My dad was the only one to pay attention to and support me. We were extremely close. I did everything with my dad. Again,he was my best friend. In 2002 he started getting sick. He had congestive heart failure and his kidneys began to fail. I was at his bedside everyday. I would do anything for him, that is how much I admired him. He was my hero. One day we got into a really bad fight about a girl I was dating. I screamed and told him to go to hell. Went for a walk for a couple of hours to cool down. When I returned home, I fell asleep hearing my dad snoring I assumed he was ok. When I awoke I didn't hear him snoring....I went into his bedroom and found my dad ad passed in his sleep. I tried reviving him and it didn't work. My last words to my hero were go to hell. I'll never forgive myself for it and I miss him so much. This was 9 years ago and it hurts the same as if it were 9 minutes ago. I can't get over my fathers death. How much longer can this last?