Carol R

by Carol R
(Cumberland Rhode island)

My mother was truly my best friend. She passed onFebruary 4, 2008. She spoke to me before she left and told me several times that she loved me, wanted me to be happy and was grateful for the years I spent caregiving her. She was 94 years old and left this world giving me final advice. A mother's love cannot be replaced and the unconditional love which we receive from our mom's will always live in our hearts. I feel her spirit near but I still miss her so much every single day. I will always love her.

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May 29, 2012
me too
by: Anonymous

My mother was also truly my best friend. I ache to see her and hug her and tell her how much i love her. She died one year ago of ovarian cancer 13 days after being diagnosed with it. She died holding my hand. I never left her side. I prayed to God that he would take me with her because I did not want to live without her. I hate the pain, the loss it feels like she was stolen from me no time to say goodbye the last 72 hours of her life were horrible the pain she was in the death rattle...it haunts me day and night. Now what am i left with. Bothparents dead of cancer I was an only child and unmarried. WHy me why my mother we were good people. Maybe i am being punished for something that i don't even know i have done wrong. Why not also take me. My faith is shattered i can't pray i am so mad that he took both of them I see such old sick people in nursing homes that just want to die. My mother was only 73 lots of live left and I who needed her so desperately my father only 71 so brave and strong with his illness. It is just not right. I look and crave for signs that something does exist after this life. I used to have such a strong faith in God and Heaven and now I question it all. Yes I go to work each day with a fake smile and an ache that just never goes away. How do some people just go on so easily while i just want to cacoon and be by myself. I just don't know

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