I lost my mom June 7th 2012 to suicide I think she did it to not be a burden on me. She was never a burden! the week before she cut 3 acres of grass ..she had planted a garden. but a friend of my mom told my sister they had a long phone conversation ..mom told her she felt isolated and alone. We lived on the same property and I saw her ever to every other day...but that week I went 2 days. I own a business and have been stress this last year and didn't spend the time I should have. After going trough her things I am pretty sure she couldn't use the phone anymore and looking in her re fridge I am pretty sure she had forgotten a lot about cooking...I saw my mom all the time ..why did I not see thiS. Tues I call and asked if she was ok ...she asked if I had a min ( for once I didn't have to go to work! ) she walked up to my house and gave me something that was her step dads ( clue # 1) we sat on the porch and she told me a story about me and her step father...she said you were a good girl you have always been a good girl.. Clue # 2 ...then she said well i should go...took 3 steps and said ..cookie ( step father) was a good man...why do good people have to die? ( clue 3)...that was my last conversation with my mom....Why did I not know something was wrong!