I’m fighting back; I can’t continue to suffer the overwhelming agonizing heartache of losing my precious wife any longer..
It was last Christmas day when she suddenly died almost in my arms and I do not want my lovely family to look upon that day with sadness, so I am taking them all to Disney/Florida for two weeks over the holidays and perhaps it will help to ease the pain of losing a wonderful mum and wife.
We have done it many times before but she was always at my side, how I will cope without her is impossible to imagine, but if I cry I will do it alone, there is no way I will spoil the family holiday.
I feel my wife was behind my decision and is smiling approvingly.
I also lost my grandson last year from S.D. Syndrome aged 21 and I know their spirits will be there protecting us.
Is it a wise decision, I will let you all know when I return.