(Edenvale, Gauteng, South Africa)
Christmas Eve and I am sitting wrapping presents (without a tree) when it came to writing the tags and I only had to put my name on the tags it was a complete meltdown it took me an forever to write the first tag. I am going to my sister for Christmas dinner and I so do not want to go. The pretense of being happy is just too much. She reminds me of every thing I no longer have. So I will pray for the holiday season to pass as quick as possible.
To all the people going through this agony please know that you are in my thoughts.