We lost my Dad on Dec 17th 2011, then on April 12th 2012 my 31 year old Nephew was shot and killed by an X- Girlfreind. And while all this was going on we were copeing with my 52 year old brother fighting Cancer. My Brother passed away on May 20th 2012. In 5# months my mother lost her partner of 57#years, a son and a grandson. My brother lost a son,brother and Dad,We lost our Dad, brother and nephew. It just goes on and on. It has been so hard to focus on anything, work is a struggle lately, happiness is non existante. I know we must go on and try to endure, but it's hard. Now we aproaching the 1 year anniversary of my dad's passing and each day gets harder that the one before it. This has been the hardest thing to cope with.