Cione's my angel

by cyndi
(shelby mi usa)

I lost my mom when i was 14 I am now 28 with 2 of my own children and a husband but this year for some reason has been the hardest since she has passed. She died from a one car drunk driving accident the driver is still alive and well and living a great life my mom on the other hand did not see either of my children born or was there when i got married...!!!!!! I am having feelings of hate betrayl, selfishness. I have been very emotional for the past 2 weeks and can not eat sleep. I put on a fake smile for my kids so they dont have to see the pain.. I'm at the end of my rope its been over 14 years why does it hurt worse now? please anyone help me im so overwhelmed!

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May 03, 2012
by: Anonymous

What is your email ?

May 03, 2012
cione's angel
by: cyndi

would love too!!!

May 01, 2012
by: Anonymous

I don't know how long ago you posted this but your story/situation sounds very similar to mine! Would love to talk...

May 01, 2012
losing and grieving from mom 14 yrs.later
by: Anonymous

I can only listen to your pain and I have never been in your shoes. Forgiveness is the most difficult virtue to have. I have watched so many shows and true stories that until you can forgive not forget the responsible party the anger and pain will not go away. I would have to really pray and ask for help, cause it would not be easy. Hanging from the cross He said "forgive them for they know not what they do". Losing your mother at an early age must be so difficult and prayer is the only answer. I find that thinking about people who are worse off than me helps a lot. i lost my spouse when I was 58, then 9 years later my son died and 6 weeks ago another son died, and I ask why should I lose 2, and there is no answer on this earth.
There is no set time for grieving, as long as you need to, and probably no end to missing your mom.

May 01, 2012
Will not God avenge His own?
by: geoffrey campbell

In the New Testament, One spoke the words, "Will not God avenge His own?" In this world, even in war, it is the innocent who suffer. But God has promised that He is a just God, and those who have no remorse for their callous acts of cruelty will one day, have to recieve their wages, in which we are told there will be "great weeping and gnashing of teeth." This is in His Word, therefore take not matters in your heart, but trust that one day, for He hath promised,"Vengeance is mine, saith the Lord." Though in this life they are merry, and know not that there is a day of reckoning, that day will come. But dear precious daughter of God, know one day you will see your Mother, hold her in your arms, and hear her wonderful voice again,..but for now, place your trust in God, and allow His peace, and His love to help you through.

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