One month that Cody has been gone, One long month that I havent seen him.
Im going crazy laying in bed with out. I miss him so much.
I never pictured life taking him away so early.
Cody and I had so many plans. We are expecting our first child, He will be born in a few weeks and Cody will not be able to hold him,
Why is life so cruel, Cody wanted to be a daddy he wanted to be there for his son, The day we found out it was a boy cody had the biggest smile on his face, and now he is gone.
Cody was shot and killed, 3 shots and one was fatal, he was only 21 years old and had a whole life ahead of him.
i JUST WANT HIM BACK, I can not take this pain anymore,
I feel like God does not hear me crying out, yelling for answers, why did this happen? Why wasnt God watching out for Cody?
How do I go on with out Cody when we planned our life together. I am only 20 years old but I have lost my husband, my true love, my soulmate. We were together all through high school and got marries April 2011 we bought our first home Jan 2011 and now we were going to be parents.
WE had everything and more.
Now my house is up for sale, and I feel so alone,
Cody baby I miss you come back, please come back
I love you and I am sorry I couldnt save you that night Im sorry I wasnt there to hold you as you passed, Im sorry your son will never meet you but I promise he will know how great of a man you were and how much he wanted to meet you