Well hello everyone I'm new to this site. Well basically I was with a girl for 8 years and we have had our ups an downs. She left me the first time I date another girl that lasted a year and she came back. Then she left again bcc she needed space and shit so I have it to her. Well then she came back again and we decided to get an apartment together and move on. Things got a little rough here and there but I wasn't too bad. Then we got an opportunity to get a house together. So we had started to work on it and she became very distant and moody and I still don't know why. So we are just about to move in and she breaks up with me......again!! So I had to move back in with my parents and I have been a wreck. This is the third time she has done this. I'm so hurt and idk what to do with myself. Part of me misses her and part of me Hates her. There is more to the story but it's little stuff. But for now I just need to know what to do with myself. I'm miserable then happy then miserable again and I absolutely can't stop thinking about her no matter what I do. I picture her having sex with all these guys bc that's what's she does and I just can't take it. What should I do!!!!!!!!