dad 1968 2010.
dad i feel i like i just hugged you yesterday. the person who knew me more then anybody is no longer on this earth.. now i feel like im trapped in this weird miserable dimension. i dont even feel human anymore! i feel like im 2 seconds of way from going insane. im suffocating with anxiety and its so cold. and it gets even colder at nite.
im merely an adult. i still remember getting my first pay check and complaining to mom of having to pay rent just because you couldnt work because of how sick you were while your sitting on your death bed in our living room. i didnt mean for u to hear that! satan has a strange way of attacking people. il never forget the promise you made me. and im still holding to it...
i should be happy since your in heaven walking with the lord or father, enjoying paradise where worries are no where to be found. but im not..
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