dad has gone
my father passed away last February. he was in hospital for two weeks before his death, and I was with him at this time. at first it didn't hit me . I kept busy and started doing up the house that he built for mum and me. mum passed away 10yrs ago. then in September, the grief hit me like a truck. I hadn't cried since my dad passed, and I didn't then, I only cried a month or so later when a chap said what a good loving son I was. I didn't cope very well, and my partner wasn't very supportive... Well, not supportive enough I think. we split up over xmas, and I spent that day with palls, as she didn't want to be with me as I was anxious. boxing day was the worst as I had no support and it was my mums birthday. I miss my dad terribly, I loved him dearly, he was a wonderful and kind man. folks say that I am like him. I hope so. miss you mum and dad, I don't want to ever forget you both, and I wont, I just want this sadness to end.