dad i am so sorry

I am so sorry for me being me. I know how hard you tried to make my life so easy. I always could fall back on you, and you don't know how much I appreciated you. You didn't spoil me, you taught me so much. My work ethic is on account of you. I love the way I love because of you. I spoil those that I love because of you. And I never told you how much I cared.
I know how happy you were for us until you realized he was more like you than I was. And when he went away I know how hurt you were because I was hurting the same way. The difference was you were hurting for us both and I was too angry to see past myself. I am so sorry for the fights we had, the painful hateful things we said to each other. I am sorry for expecting and not accepting. I am sorry that I couldn't see past our differences and see you were sick, dying and in pain. I am so sorry I did not tell you I loved you the day you died. Dad I am sorry. I miss you so much. I love you. And we all miss you

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Oct 15, 2013
He knows
by: Becky

Your Dad knows that you loved him very much. When my Mother died my sister and niece had regrets for the way they treated her. They could be pretty mean to her at times. They both cried because they couldn't tell her that they were sorry. I told them that Mother is now in heaven and she now knows how much they love her and how sad they are. My Mother loved them very much, and she would not want them to live in guilt & sorrow, and neither does your Dad. I also told my sister to pray to Jesus, ask him to tell our Mother anything she wants her to know. I ask Jesus every day to give my Mother a hug & a kiss on the check and to tell her it is from me. I will keep you in my prayers.

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