dad miss you
i lost my dad one month ago and one day. I hadn't seen him in days and our last conversation was when he saw me so sad and we were talking about marriage and stuff. I wish i spent more time with him. He passed away unexpectedly at age 64 from two heart attacks out of nowhere. I try to be strong for my mom, brother, and son and trying so hard not to cry but sometimes tears come out. I wish there was some way he could come back for a day..but that is not possible till one day. Such a weird feeling not to have someone around. I know he is gone but sometimes it seems so surreal. Now, i have dreams of him coming to me distraught which I don't understand why. But, prayers help alot!