Dad was my rock!
I lost my Dad last November 2013 suddenly, he shouldn't have died, if the Doc had realised a urine infection and put him onto antibiotics early enough, he'd have been fine. Dad was always there for me at the end of the phone, round the corner, if I had problems always a lending ear. My hubby had a terrible accident 4 years ago, who was there Dad, when my dog had a terrible infection and became paralysed , who helped us through Dad, like I said he was my rock and I find it so hard to go on now! It was always Dad and me, Mum and my sis. Since my Dad has died Mum has turned on my husband and won't have him in the house, I still visit but it makes things hard for me. I now have Osteoarthritis and finding things even worse, the pain is terrible some days and I just want my Dad to say it will be okay and give me a cuddle! My hubby works hard and doesn't have time for me, I have to beg him for a few minutes to chat. I feel so low, I have children and they are good but have their own lives. All I have are my dogs, they are so loving and keep me going, although they can be hard work at times. I know I didn't always do things right in Dads eyes but nobody is perfect. I cry most days I'm so lonely and sad, not only did I lose my Dad but the same week as his funeral I lost my young dog with Renal failure, it's just all to much to bare at the moment. Miss you so much Dad!!!!!!