by Tammy Anderson
(Kansas City, MO)
My story starts on Tuesday night, 8/21...Just like any other Tuesday night, we met for dinner and to run errands. Life as I knew was "status quo" we were/are in love, making life plans...We had just gotten engaged in June and planning to marry next June. We talked/text everyday of life/hopes/dreams... talked/shared about everything in life. As we parted ways that evening, the tears started as it had become more painful to say goodbye, even knowing it was TEMPORARY...or though we thought. Once back at my home that evening .. we once again continue text saying our goodnights and "I love you's/sleep well", chat with you in the morning.
Well morning came on 8/22...I text my love and got nothing in return...It was NOT like him to not answer ... I grew nervous... I went to his house, to my alarm, I found him. I am still in shock from everything I experienced that day...NO reason (he wasn't ill/no health issues...NO complaints from him) JUST GONE. Words cannot express how it feels to have your life go from 'blessed/blissful' to pure 'hell/torment'.
I have NOTHING to blame, car accident/shooting/bad health...it was his time/GOD called his son back home. It has been a month and I cry every day for him to call/text to have 1 more chance to see him/hear his voice...
Always remember...Who loves you