Why can't I sleep? Why am I a bundle of tears again?! I was doing better. I've been so busy learning my new job. Now, I find myself on this computer unable to sleep, knowing I have to do interviews on new applications today, yet full of tears and memories. Where did these come from? I WAS DOING BETTER!!!
Why do I suddenly miss him so much and feel as if it was June 23rd all over again?
They say it gets better with time. It's been 50 days and suddenly it's been no days at all. Where did this come from? I need him! I miss him!! I will always love only him!!