death of a soulmate
by amy faust
On December 20 th of last year my husband friend soulmate took his own life. He left me and our two young teenage children all alone. We have recently moved from our home where he did the deed. I miss him greatly especially dealing with our kids. We were married for 17 years some were good others not but we never went to bed angry. I sometimes feel like he will just pop up and say hey why so sad it was just a prank but then I wake up and realize it is not he truly is gone. If I am to be honest if it was not for my children sad as it is I would have probably joined him. I don't know how to get my life back on track I used to be strong able to make my own decisions now I am questioning everything.