death of her made me lose myself
by Alayna Olson
(Cokato,MN United States)
Well it was almost 5 years ago on July 4th 2009. The night before I told my mom I love you last words I ever said to her before in the morning she got in a terrible one person car accident. My aunts woke me up by her screaming and crying. When she left my dads friends came and watch us for a bit. My dad was in Colorado but soon came home early. We were all confused until he broke the news to us. I've never seen my dad cry before ever. It was so devastating and now it haunts me. I cry a lot cause of it. I'm 13 and I've suffered through cutting, bulimia, and depression. Its mostly because of that traumatic part of my life...idk what to do.