Deceit and Betrayal. My daughter isn't mine?
My ex while I was deployed spent all of our money because of drug use. Not quite knowing of what happen because I gave her control of everything while I was gone. She got pregnant when I returned. I raised my little girl for over two and a half years. We divorced because of the financial turmoil she put us in and the complete loss of trust for her. I Loved my daughter more then anything. Everyone would say how i was like butter when i had her. Your such a great Dad and you can see the light in your eyes and the difference in you when you two are together. I would not change that for anything and I was so proud of her and how much she Loved me. Well like everything else it came to horrible end when i found out I was not the Biological Father. She just never let me see her again after she was caught in this horrible lie. I don't mean to sound like a Jerk but I have had close people to me pass. I tell you for me this is ten times worse. When people die you know it's going to hurt but you also know their gone and you can never see them again. I feel as if I abandoned her though my Ex just took her and legally my hands are tied. I'm treating this as a death but the unfortunate part is that she will forget me but I wont! I also live not to far from them and am so fearful I will see her and I wont be able to touch her or hold her. If anyone has been through this please tell me how you got through this. I will always consider her my daughter and through therapy have no choice but to treat this like a Death.