Depression taking over my life.
9/27/13 will be 1year since my divorce was final.Im still greiving and very depressed,my Ex-husband has been with multiple partners since and has moved on very quickly. i do pray everyday that god answers my prayers and helps me move on and make peace with this in my heart but it has been very difficult he was my first love and have been with him for 20 years so for me to move on has been difficult. I do feel like dying and find myself always saying life is not worth living for anymore there is too much anger and hurt in my heart and i feel like this will never go away and i find myself waking up crying looking out my window at 3am and asking god to please help me. this December will be 3 years that we have been apart and i dont know if and when its ever going ot get any easier very sad very lonely I longing to feel happy again.I was in denial for a long time thinking maybe we would get back together but i know that is not going to happen.This is very painful just like grieving a death.