Divorce and abortion
Im carter im 24 years old and well taken care of thank God.My wife left a year ago, i deserved it. Over the months of loneliness I finally found a girl I could be passionate about, before long we found ourselves pregnant. i do believe she loved me at that time. We discussed that she is 30 with 3 children and I have one ( both just went through bad divorces)So we agreed it was the best thing for them was to use the ru486. That was two months ago now we are back in the same position again and she's talking abortion again. i love this woman with all my heart a select few ppl in my family can cut me so deeply and still have my love. I love hangin out with our kids more than goin out. ( she'd rather go out with her friends) I have dreamed my whole life of having a large family. And i truly believe that i found them. My girl is the most interesting woman I've ever met and drop dead gorgeous, unfortunately she keeps saying she doesn't kno how to love me anymore. I'd so do anything to win it back but idk...maybe she doesn't trust men, at least i admit i have trust issues.the point is that if i lose another offspring like that again I'm goin off the deep end and probably become an anti abortion activist. This will be her third time if she follows through. It still doesn't stop me from loving her, I want her love back and can't do anything to change her heart. Regardless I just want this child to live! If I could carry it myself I would. Prayers and encouragement is greatly needed. 3 -carter
P.S. if u do pray for us our initials are C.M. & L.M.