DONT FORGET HIM
I look at everyone live their lives and im disgusted.
His family, my family continue their days like normal.
I sit around all day and cry, I feel like dying but I just had our first child. He is 3 weeks old, Beautiful looks just like his dad but all I want it to disappear, to never wake up. Im a mother now and i cant enjoy it.
Cody was killed almost 3 months ago, I replay the night in my head, reply our last conversations. I miss him. Hes missed out on his baby boys birth, Cody wanted to be a daddy. He would have been the greatest dad.
I look at everyone around me, everyone who loved him and most of them seem fine, they have accepted what happened.
I cant, I beg everyone to not forget. Cody was so special to so many, Only 21, so much life to live.
DONT FORGET HIM I beg my brothers who loved him dont forget him he was my husband my best friend, He was full of life he was beautiful.
I dont want everyone to let him go, not yet., its too soon everything is still so fresh.
How can people heal so soon? Cody was such a happy person loved music and video games. He was funny and smart, he lived he exsisted, he was real !