I have lost so many these last few years it just, i guess that is how i sum it up "it just". I have had recurring dreams over and over that my love ones did not pass they are still alive. I then wonder how to tell everyone they did not die. I ask them how can you be here? So am i going crazy or does anyone else have this problem? It is so real sometimes and I seem to dream it more and more. I guess I want a yes so that I know it is normal.