Dreams.

by Julie
(Moline, IL)

Last night, I had my first dream about my family that did not include Shawn. It's only been six months- I can't believe my brain forgot him that quickly. I'm trying to rationalize with myself this morning. I remind myself that I did not dream of my niece or nephew, both of which have been in our lives for at least 8 years. Then I realized, that's not the point. I remember my dream focusing on a time when Shawn should have been there and yet... he wasn't.

Short entry because I'm at a loss for words or explanation.