I lost my Mama 2 years coming up on this April 12th. I still have uncontrolled crying spells. I miss her more than anything. My husband thinks I'm crazy and that I need help. But, I don't think so. She was my Mama! She loved me like no one else could love me, and she was always so proud of me, telling me how beautiful I was and how I was a wonderful mother. She made me feel good about myself. She was the only one who could make "everything alright". Without her, I feel so empty. And, so again, it has almost been 2 years. Is something worng with me? I feel this deep loss, well, everday. But, of course, some days being without her is very hard to bear. She was my Mama, my friend, she loved me unconditionally. Now, I do not have that. I don't have anyone making me feel good about myself. I honestly feel like a loser! I feel like a freak. But, at the very same time, she was my mother for 39years, I took care of her for her last 6 months before the Lord called her home. I just feel empty without her. I love you Mama! God give me strength until I see you again.
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