by Kim wisdom
(Rifle, CO)

I lost my beautiful son, Eric Weller, on March 17, 2010. He had turned 28 years old on March 10th. He was drinking and committed suicide.

I am so lost without him. I cry all the time and wish I would have had more time with him. I feel so lost and feel like no one knows what I am going through. I still have 3 children at home, 21 years old, 15 year old and 14 year old, so I feel that I have to maintain some sanity for them, when in fact I don't want to do much.

I think of my son all day long. I replay what happened and the last time I saw him. I just want to hold him one more time and tell him how much I love and miss him!

I love and miss you so much Eric!!

Love Mom


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Oct 22, 2011
This was my dad
by: Trinity

I know in a way how you feel lots of love, grandma kim

Apr 05, 2011
I'm sorry
by: Anonymous

I am a mom just like all of you and I cant imagine the grief you all are feeling. I just lost my dad a month ago and now finding out about Eric has just pulled at my heart immensely making this all a lot harder. I knew Eric, he was a really good guy. He would be at a friends house when the holidays would come and since most of us all had family out of state we decided having the holidays together would be good. He would play with my kids and we all would sit around and laugh together. I hadn't talked to him in a while but I do remember all the good times we had. He will forever be a part of my family. Peace be with all of you during this painful time. Eric will be missed.

Nov 28, 2010
My Heart Breaks For You
by: Patricia

I too know the feeling, I lost my 36yr old son to suicide on Sept.20, 2010. I knew he was suffering from depression he lost his Roofing Business, lost his trucks and home then lost his wife and boys.

I thought he was coming to terms with the pending divorce, he promised his boys and me he wasn't going anywhere. I talked to him that Sunday evening, didn't hear from him on Monday, by Tuesday my husband kept asking me if I heard from him and to call him, I think I knew then because I kept putting off the phone call.

At 7:30 pm on Tuesday my daughter called and said his boss called her and said he hadn't been to work in 2 days and was worried about him. I send the Sheriff's dept to his condo called my daughter in law she hadn't talked to him since Sunday, she had a key to the condo so she took it to the police officer, he went in then came out and told her he's gone.

She couldn't even call me, she called my daughters father in law and asked him to come tell us. That's the day my life changed forever, I will never be the same, part of my heart is missing nothing will ever be the same for me, Thanksgiving was hard not looking forward to any of the holidays anymore. I am so sorry for your loss and truly know the pain your in. God Bless

Aug 17, 2010
I am so sorry
by: Anonymous

I am sorry for your loss. My son Trevor died 4-6-10 of suicide. I knew he had issues. He lived with me - however I never expected him to end his life. I have guilt and cry everyday. I do have another son but he is a daddy's boy. Trevor was mine. I just can't wait to be with him again. I hope your pain lessens soon as I wish mine does too. Kelly

Jul 15, 2010
I am reaching out to all 3 of you moms
by: Anonymous

I am so, so sorry for your loss of Eric, Cody and Kay's son. I know of mother pain and loss too. Mine happened going on 5 years now when my oldest took his own life. We also had to wait for the autopsy exam before his body could be released. There is nothing about losing one's child that makes sense. We live in a pain-filled, senseless world. Our kids fall too easily into a pit of problems, even depression which was burdening our son. If any of you are willing to contact me, perhaps further chatting will help since I have some time on you. Grief is hard at any stage, but the first months are very difficult and I would like to extend friendship and comfort if you wish to contact me, at G

Jul 14, 2010
we are the same
by: Brenda

Your story is the same as mine except right now we do not know for sure if my 27 year old son killed himself or not. We are waiting on the medical examiners report. He was found dead in the apartment he shared with his cousin on May 21, 2010.
He was the baby of the family and my only son. He was also the 2nd child I have buried. I have a daughter that is my first born. She and I have had a rocky relationship since I divorced her father. She is a daddys' girl even at 40. My son was a Mamas' boy. I miss him so much and the pain is so great. Sometime I think I just want to go and find him and make sure he is okay. His name was Cody Lee Cole and I have made several memorials on the web for him. He was a funny beautiful child.

I know how you feel and I wish I could give you some great advice but since we have started this journey together I am in the same place as you now. I pray to God to give me the strength to bear my loss. I will pray for you since that is really all I can do. My love goes out to you.

Jul 14, 2010
your in my thoughts
by: Kay

I am so sad to hear about your wonderful son Eric.It Is so hard to go on...when you are in so much pain.Only a mother can truly understand the sheer agony..My prayers and thoughts are with you. I know how you feel because I lost my handsome boy 23 years old in a fatal car crash on May 11 2010. I know our boys will be in our hearts forever but that doesn't stop the pain. love xxx

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