Estranged daughter & grandkids
(Modesto, CA. USA)
My daughter is 37 y/o and I have an 8 yr. old and 2 yr. old granddaugter. My daughter got into drugs Meth really heavy and stole my life. My life savings, my jewelry but worse of all because I won't allow her in my house again, I can't see my grandkids. Of course, I did go to court and took temporary custody of the babies because she was putting them in danger. And her boyfriend now husband was molesting my 6 y/o at the time. Then she goes and marrires him. She told me she just wants me dead. I took the kids to wake her up to reality. The courts gave them back after 45 days. Now I don't know where they are and no phone numbers. My life is sooo empty because we talked everyday of her life. And the now 8 year old lived with me 99% of the time so I feel like my child has been abducted. I cannot kick the depression and empty life. Being a dedicated Mom and grandmother was my life and the kids kept me smiling. I have fought her habit for 15 years I turned my cheeks too many times. I was sooo hurt, angry and betrayed the hurt and hole in my heart is sooo big. Most days I don't want to wake up and just wish I would just die in my sleep. Nothing seems to help. Bad dreams, worry and I can't pick myself up this time.
I don't know what to do with me.