Everythings gone.......

by Megan
(Oklahoma)

I am a sixteen year old girl that in the last five years I have gone from being a happy fun loving girl.... to a girl that can't have a conversation with her own mom. Five years ago I lost my father figure, My grandpa, to a long hard fight with cancer. My mom and stepdad did not blink a tear over losing my papa.

About a year ago I lost two of my best friends to a car crash. About two weeks after that I almost lost five more of my really good friends including my boyfriend to another car wreck. I couldn't ride in a car for weeks after that. And still sometimes I freak out completly about riding in cars.

A year later, the boy that helped me with those deaths was involved in a gun shooting and lost his life.

Now I can't walk without my body hurting and blacking out. I don't have any control of my tears. I cry all the time. On top of all this I have a pushy controlling stepdad and a mom that doesn't try at all..... Is this normal? Or am I just being a drama queen???? Advice anyone, it would be greatly appreciated!

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Oct 11, 2010
I Know What you are Going Through!!
by: Anonymous

Megan,

I am so sorry for what all you have had to go through. I know exactly how you feel and what you are going through. I too have lost many loved ones, friends, etc. Please email me or look me up on face book etc. I will talk to you about your feelings and what you are going through. I will be here for you. I know exactly what you are feeling. My email is brittbratt13@sbcglobal.net and my name is brittney gilsdorf you can look me up and add me on facebook.

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you journey through your grief.

Love, Thoughts, and Prayers,
Brittney Gilsdorf

Feb 03, 2010
I'm here
by: bre

My sister was 22 when she died from cancer and one month and a day later, I lost my grandpa who like yours was a father figure to me. I haven't gone through as much, but I'm 17, we don't deserve to go through this. If you ever need someone to talk to just write back, you can always talk to me.

Feb 02, 2010
TO MEGAN IN OKLAHOMA
by: Anonymous

DEAR MEGAN,
YOU'VE HAD SO MUCH TO DEAL WITH IN YOUR LIFE.
YOU NEED SOMEONE WHO CARES AND WHO WILL LISTEN RIGHT NOW. WE WHO HAVE READ YOUR MESSAGE, AND HAVE LOST FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES, KNOW EXACTLY
WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH.

TEARS THAT WON'T STOP IS PART OF THE GRIEF PROCESS. IN TIME YOU WILL BE MORE ABLE TO GET YOUR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS TOGETHER. IT WON'T HAPPEN OVERNIGHT BUT IN TIME, WE LEARN HOW TO GO ON AND HOW TO DEAL WITH OUR PAIN.

NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME. EVERY BROKEN HEART IS VERY PERSONAL. IT'S YOUR HEART, IT'S YOUR HURT, AND YOUR LOSS.

GIVE YOURSELF TIME, LOVE YOURSELF, CRY, TALK TO GOD. MAY HE BLESS YOU WITH WARM HEALING STRENGTH
YOU SO NEED NOW. BLESS YOU.

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