Everythings gone.......

by Megan
(Oklahoma)

I am a sixteen year old girl that in the last five years I have gone from being a happy fun loving girl.... to a girl that can't have a conversation with her own mom. Five years ago I lost my father figure, My grandpa, to a long hard fight with cancer. My mom and stepdad did not blink a tear over losing my papa.

About a year ago I lost two of my best friends to a car crash. About two weeks after that I almost lost five more of my really good friends including my boyfriend to another car wreck. I couldn't ride in a car for weeks after that. And still sometimes I freak out completly about riding in cars.

A year later, the boy that helped me with those deaths was involved in a gun shooting and lost his life.

Now I can't walk without my body hurting and blacking out. I don't have any control of my tears. I cry all the time. On top of all this I have a pushy controlling stepdad and a mom that doesn't try at all..... Is this normal? Or am I just being a drama queen???? Advice anyone, it would be greatly appreciated!