Tomorrow will be the second Father's Day since my I lost my Dad. I don't remember having such strong feelings about the holiday last year, but since he died suddenly, I really think I was in shock for most of last year. But this year feels different to me. I have been so anxious this week, so angry, and always on the verge of tears. I can't even look at his pictures because I am so sensitive right now and it is so painful.
So tomorrow will come, and I will put on the brave and happy face for my children so they can celebrate their love for their Daddy, while inside my heart will be heavy with the sadness of losing mine. I miss him so much. Barb