feel so lonely without mum
My mum died of cancer nearly 18 years ago on new years day. I was 19 and the older i get i seem to miss her more and more. Wish she ya here to see her grandchildren. My dad never met anyone else and i hate the fact he is on his own. I feel i am not who i should be with my own family as am always thinking of how life used to be and also spending a lot of time with my dad. Its so hard as feel guilty if i don't spend time with my dad. So sometimes my own family are coming second.