Feeling really alone in this......
This is my first time on this site, I have read a lot of stories from people like me. Today is one year my husband was taken from me. It has been the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I thought that I was doing good in the grieving process but I was so wrong. As the anniversary of this death came closer, I found myself thinking more and more about him and about our relationship. It felt like he had died all over again, the pain I felt in my heart was just like it was when I found out he was taken from me. The emptiness in my soul was the same I felt a year ago.
I knew it was going to tough but I had no idea I was going to feel this loss like this again. I have no one that can relate to what I am going thru, so I feel really, really alone. I am raising our daughter who is 5 yrs old, so I try to be strong in front of her, but this is killing me inside. I ask myself when will this stop hurting, or if I will ever feel normal again. I love him and miss him dearly. He was only 34 yrs old when he was murdered and I feel so alone and lost without him, I don't know what to do.