Feels like a huge hole in my heart , losing my husband
by Shannon Walter
(Lake Worth, Florida)
My name is Shannon, My husband name is Barry, we were married in May of 1996. We had 2 beautiful children my son Andrew is 14 and my daughter is 11. My husband was 45 yrs old and had a massive heart attack in his sleep... When i woke that horrible morning to get my daughter off to school. I came inside from getting her off to school came into bedroom to wake my husband for work and my son for school. Well when i went to wake my husband he didn't move as a matter of fact he was cold and stiff.... well i immediately checked for a pulse and found none.. I woke my son so he wouldn't wake to paramedics in the house... well before i could explain to my son what happened he ran into bedroom and tried to wake his Dad up.... The police and paramedics came and left.. At the funeral... both my children broke down and my daughter has had a few times of being upset but my son... he seems so angry at me and his sister... I have not seen him cry or show any emotions since the funeral... When i ask him how he is doing or try and talk to him bout everything he just clams up and says he don't wanna talk bout it... Is this normal? or should i b worried?