Feels Like Forever
When I was 14, I met this guy, I fell for him on our first conversation, he seemed so caring and understanding, I never thought I could have so much in common with a boy, you see, I always had this feeling that boys were made to hurt us, and after I met him, he changed my opinion. We would talk all day, and see each other almost every weekend (He didn't go to my school). After three months, he admitted he had feelings for me and so did I. We were together for 6 months and then one day, he just broke up with me. For no reason whatsoever, we were having a normal conversation and it just happened. He showed no sign of sadness or depression during our relationship and I don't know what made him do it. I am now 16 years old and I still grief about loosing him. What makes it even harder is the fact that he admits to nearly all of his friends that he still loves me, and wants me in his life, yet doesn't have the courage to do something about it. I have been waiting two years for him, talking to him everyday, yet he still doesn't do it. I still feel like i'm not over him, yet I should be, he has charmed me in a way nobody can ever understand, and no matter how many people I talk to about it, nobody seems to get the point, all I hear is, it's been two years, get over yourself, you're still young, but I just can't, it's literally impossible for me to do so. Especially the fact that every time I finally think i'm over him, he comes back.