Fight another day
by Bella Bri
The worst 3 months of my life... Im in the point where you have no idea of what is going on or what to do, i still can not believe my dad is gone.
I know That you, reading This right now, knows how im feeling, because you are going through the same or you started "This" before me. You know my fears, and maybe you have the answer to Many of my questions.
Muy Today i have realize of something and i want to share it with you.
It was a privilege having a dad like mine, nowadays Its a privilege just to get to know your dad, even more to be loved for him. If you believe in God (I really believe that He exist, loves me and care for me) you can call it a blessing, if you dont, you can call it luck.
But you and me, we share something, something bigger than This pain, or This emptiness, we know what love is, how perfect is, how life is easier and beautifl with someone to love, we know the feeling of being loved. That is why This hurts so much, that is why we miss someone so much and why it seems almost impossible for us to think in the future, to think or care for people around us, the idea of fighting for our dreams or build new Ones is hard. But let me tell you This, even right now, in what is probably the darkest and hardest time of our lives, we are lucky (or blessed) because we now feel like This, for what we had... A dad, a mom, a child or friend .... We KNOW what love is.
I Am 23 years old and Even when my pain is so big that i cant find a word to describe it, I feel lucky because I had the chance to get to understand the meaning of love. Many people die without knowing what it is, I enjoyed it, now i am suffering because of it. but it is worth, every second of pain it is worth even if it will last until the end of my life. Just for the time i had for share a life with a real love.
The person we loved, the person we still love, the one we are going to love forever is in our minds all day and in our dreams all Nights.
(Ps: my english is very limited, so sorry for any mistakes)