Finally Tomorrow !
Tomorrow after a little more then 3 months I can finally bury Håkan's ashes with his family in the family plot here in Sweden. I have waited so long to do this. I'm so sad most of the time and always very tired and on the brink of crying. I have done so much these last 3 months I know Håkan would be very proud of me. I'm moving home soon to New York City after 20 years in Sweden. I will leave him here where he belongs by the farm he was born in and loved. It is the end of a chapter and the beginning of a new one. It is what we planned when Håkan was dying in the hospital. It is what he wanted for me. I'm scared but i know it will be ok and I know its the right thing to do. Thank you to this website. It has helped me so much being able to read other peoples stories. We must try to be strong and to live a good life. thats what our partners would want for all of us. Thank you all so much